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Mindfulness & Awareness
Kingsley Heendeniya
Definition Mindfulness is general recollected-ness or not being scattered-brained or discursive. Awareness is more specialized. Here, one keeps oneself under constant observation, not letting thoughts, feelings actions pass without notice and recognized as such. Scope (a) Here monks, in walking to and fro, a monk practices awareness. In looking ahead and looking aside he practices awareness... (b) Here, monks, feelings are known as they arise, feelings are known as they endure, feelings are known as they vanish; perceptions are known…thoughts are known…as they vanish... (c) Here, Ananda, a monk is mindful as he walks to, he is mindful as he walks fro, he is mindful as he stands, he is mindful as he sits, he is mindful as he sets to work. This, Ananda, is a mode of recollection that, when developed and made much in this way, leads to mindfulness-and-awareness. [Abbreviated]. Habit A conscious action is a deliberate action, an action requiring some thought to perform. When we do them, we have to consider what we are doing – such as taking what is not given, seducing your neighbor’s wife. It is this considering what we are doing that constitutes ‘awareness’. Please note this point. People sometimes object that it is not possible to both act and be aware of action, at one and the same time. This is pure prejudice. I am now typing this letter and breathing and I do not interrupt one to do the other. What is not possible is to give equal attention to them at the same time. When walking, for example, I can ask myself: What am I doing? It is not necessary to stop walking or run or fall down to answer: ‘I am walking’. So long as we are awake, there is always some degree of awareness and we are obliged to consider what we are doing or thinking in order to deal with them efficiently. Awareness is in abeyance when we dream. We are not aware that we are dreaming. A nightmare is a struggle to wake up, a trying to remember or become aware that we are dreaming. In our normal life, most of the time, we are absorbed in what we are doing or feeling. We are immersed in say, affection, hate, aversions, boredom. It is difficult to be detached when there is so much routine work to do and be done with. It robs us of personal relationships and emotional satisfaction. So, we like to keep awareness of what we are doing to a minimum. But we cannot avoid it altogether. We use awareness to overcome obstacles in our day to day life, to get through routine work or perform tasks expeditiously. Practice in Dhamma The Buddha says, in the Itivuttaka, that three things harm the progress of a sekha [bhikkhu under higher training who has attained the Path]: fondness for work such as sewing robes, fondness for talk, and fondness for sleep. In the first two, there is much awareness and in the third, no awareness is possible. A bhikkhu cannot avoid working and talking but he is required to do them mindfully and with awareness. Drive and initiative in one seeking release are not recommended. They are impediments to progress. While the ordinary uninstructed may not habitually practice satisampajanna, a bhikkhu is instructed by the Buddha to live in that mode always, noting even the time to get up when going to sleep. It is imperative for a disciple of the Buddha to train to live in the mindfulness-and-awareness mode. How practice? We can do this endlessly every time we are doing something or thinking. If I now want to train to be always in the mindfulness-and-awareness mode, I must go on asking myself this question until, with practice, I am answering the question without having to ask it. The satisampajanna practice is now automatic. When this stage is reached – aware when reaching for the cup, pouring, stirring sugar in the tea; opening the toilet door, sitting down, defecating; having lustful thoughts etc - awareness is successful and all one has to do is not let it slip through neglect or forgetfulness; it should be cultivated and developed in the case of all physical and verbal actions, feelings, perceptions and thinking. Why practice? The reason is this: the Buddha is not concerned with any particular or single experience - feelings, perceptions etc – as such. The Dhamma is about ALL experience, about the general underlying nature of ALL experience. We do not need a Buddha to tell us how to escape or cope with a particular pain, feeling or misfortune or with cancer. We need the Buddha to tell us how to escape and get release from ALL pain, feelings, misfortune: dukkha. When we have trained ourselves to be always in the satisampajanna mode, we become aware of what we are doing, feeling, perceiving, thinking; and we are also observing and watching them reflexively with detachment. That is, we are aware twice, the immediate present thing and the thing again in the reflexive mode. Then, the general underlying nature of the experience comes to the fore. The immediate, particular activity or feeling or perception or thought is now regarded as a mere sample of the general. We can hence ‘see’ the general nature or the essence of things, of things that are dependent on other things. With guidance of the Buddha, we shall then be able to see anicca, dukkha, anatta: all things the Buddha speaks about. The Dhamma is now, well understood truly as being about the Nature of Things. |

